..LOVE IMPERFECLY..

Love imperfectly......Draw outside the lines. Take a detour. Make mistakes. Be dorky, be nerdy, be spunky' go crazy. Be an oxymoron, embrace irony. Forget flawless and think unruly. Laugh yourself silly ' be delirious with color, dance without shame, enjoy now. Forget the future and just love madly. Sanity is questionable. Feel impulse - act on it. Light a soul on fire. Skip the drama, share endless thrills, scream and shout at the top of your lungs and don't forget to sing. There are no restraints in love.

Stand out. Be loud. Never, I repeat, never hold back. Imagine the possibilities. Dream. Hope. Be Optimistic. Don't forget to FEEL - feel happiness, feel embarrassed, feel anger' FEEL enraged, ecstatic, hysterical, feel loved wanted needed, feel surprised, feel overwhelmed - confused, feel like never before but don't forget to feel. No limits, no boundaries just Love makes Life more beautiful, surround yourself with, ache for, live for, and feel Love. Love is adventurism, madly mesmerizing, fuel for the soul, twirling in delirium, a journey with no end. Life is too short to worry. Smile. Be Happy. Be shameless. Indulge. Seduce the senses. Passion is the essence. Embellish. Play leap turn spin laugh go dive swerve flip run skip jump - Love ... Be silly. Don't make sense. Be an idealist. Be abstract.Life is messy ' so relish it, and you will never cease to amaze.

"To My Best Freinds"





You see right through my pretenses
you look right through my mask
you know just when I need a hug
I never need to ask

You show up when I'm lonely
you stay when I'm depressed
all of my rude comments
you shrug away in jest

You see all my dark
you see all my light
you're always by my side
even when I'm not right

You cheer me when I'm sad
you catch me when I fall
How did you come to earn my trust,
when I trust no one else at all?

When I Looking back through the years,
I can't believe how long
We have been best friends,
Through good times and bad.

When I needed someone to cry,
With me and laugh together
Give me a shoulder to lean on,
And a hug to make me feel better.

You know how true it is,
When you know that no matter what
Happens or goes on down the road,
That there will always be best friends.

So as time passes and days go by,
Just remember that when you need me
That no matter what time or place,
I will always be there by your side, my best friends. I Love you guys....Thank you so much for being my part!!!!! :)

Something must be wrong with me

• with all this pain inside me and always bursting with guilt and anger and never any pride!!!!

• if all I do is cry I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die
  

• if my emotions run wild all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child
  

• with all these terrible things always here and never gon is what it brings
  

• if I can't stop these thought's all this Pain does is turn my stomach in knots

• when I think there's only one way out let this pain end is all my heart will shout.

Aren't you??????????????????????????????????????????????